Questions circulate through my head, an emptiness fills my chest, right where my heart was.. 

She didn't leave me, she was torn from me. The scars are there now, from where the damage was made. I don't blame her. There are others who I blame. I love her! And she was taken from me! MY LOVE!!! WHY! WHY! WHY! Do you want me to SUFFER? Do you want me to be UNHAPPY?

Cos you said that u wanted me to be as happy as possible. I'm not happy. I'm empty, i'm heartbroken, and I'm lonelier. 

Aside from her, aside from my age and my height, I still love you Lolli! I always will! Time, my parents, nothing can change that. Nothing can! I hope that you can remember that.

I hope, with what's left of me, that we can be reunited.. Our relationship won't be postponed much longer. We can be together.. I love you..